car crash

Ok so i got in a wreck the other day an damn. 

I don't recommend it to anyone..lol

such a rush, sound lights pain!

and then the sudden realization

it all comes crashing down on you so fast

beating on the steering wheel

image after image of my ohh so bleak near future

stupid pink tracker coming of nowhere

no flinching, no tensing

just impact

warm tears met by the cold wind

people everywhere

sounds everywhere 

tears and glass

burnt tires met with bent metal

question after question

ticket after ticket

saved by the superman from geico

and dearly needed embraces

and now i wait

fragile

So after a very long and upsetting today I was reminded once again how fragile everything really is. How fragile my life is and everything in it. 

To think that something so small and innocent could just ruin everything i have going right now is just a little bit frightening. I watch things fall apart around me constantly and am slowly coming to realize that maybe Im the reason for it all. It seemed silly at first, but now I'm just not that sure anymore. 

In fact I'm not sure about anything anymore, for instance how healthy i am for the people around me, or even for myself. I'm seeming more and more poisonous everyday, polluting the very atmosphere around me.